Bah. I'm not using my journal for how I intended to use it.  I wanted it to be my tell-all journal.  I was supposed to say everything, since the only person in my life who reads this is my best friend.  And guess what? I've been leaving stuff out of here.  Why? Because I know I have been so stupid. So this is what I have been up to...

It all began ( Read more... )

So we're broken up.  I had planned on writing about what happened in detail, but at this point I don't know if I could handle it.  I've been holding myself together very well the past couple of days.  I haven't just broken down and cried yet.  Since him and I have broken up and gotten back together so many times, I feel like I have cried my tears ( Read more... )